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Chapter 40:
[ April 29, 2003 ++ 10:53 p.m. ]

Walked around empty hallways and procrastinated. listened to him tell me his life story. and pretended to cry. drew you a picture of my mind. i feel a little bit closer to you.

Walked behind you and whispered everything i was feeling. wanted to hold your hand. and act like we were best friends.

ate my food, and fucking savored it.

took some pictures, and played a card game. skiped a french class.

looked out the window and saw a couple secretley kissing in the corner.

picked up a red pen and wrote down a secret. I folded the paper into an airplane and threw it as far as I could.

stared at people's shoes and hummed the songs of your mixtape in my head.

looked at the empty phone booth, and felt like making a phone call. Emptied out my pockets and all i could find was a peny and a candy wrapper.

Thought about how much fun it would be if you were here now. On my roof. Smoking it. talking to. you. and everything.

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