He told me she missed her bus, her bus to life.

But when you get on your bus, you sit at the back of the bus. And you stare at everything infront of you, and what's infront of you is the everything but the world. And what's infront of you are the people riding the same bus as you. The people living the same life as you. I like to sit at the back of the bus. I thought of this in com-tech class today, when I was recording my movie. The video camera picks up every thing it hears. And sometimes that could cause a problem while making the movie. But we can block out what we do not want to hear. And when I sit on my bus, I can hear what's going on at the front of the bus. But when I'm not alone, and someone else is riding life with me, I block out every sound around us. And it's just me. And it's just them. All I can hear are your words comming into my ears. And it's just you. And it's just me and you.

Lets just fucking go for it. Lets just fall in love right now. I don't care about what happens next anymore. I care about now. And right now, I want to be in love with you.

And that thought seemed so much more perect than what is. Sometimes I like to think of what does not happen, rather than what does. What's happend already is not nearly as exciting, and anticipating as something that hasn't. Sometimes.